The house stirred before Ham did.
But what really woke him was the unmistakable click of leather-soled shoes down the hallway. David. Coming straight to his door.
Ham squinted at the screen on his wall. CCTV confirmed it, there was David, marching with entitlement and zero respect for boundaries. Typical.
āHe had better not knock,ā Ham muttered.
But David didnāt. He paused, hesitated⦠then backed up. Seconds later, Hamās phone buzzed.
David:Ā
āI was about to come into your room⦠then realized the missus might be there.ā
Ham:Ā
āI saw you. The missus is not here. Come in.ā
David entered with a crooked smile. āStill trouble in paradise, I see.ā
Ham didnāt answer.
David held out a hand like he was awarding a trophy. āCongratulations, by the way.ā
Ham raised a brow. āOn what? Everyoneās acting like yesterday was some sort of fairy tale. We drew, David.ā
āCould have been worse,ā David shrugged. āYou scored at the 89th. Big moment. At least we didnāt walk out losers.ā
Ham sat up. āArsenalās up next. And we have to win that one.ā
āThatās the spirit,ā David said, but his eyes flicked toward the empty space beside Hamās bed. āWhat about the missus? Any progress?ā
āDo I look like a man at peace?ā
David exhaled, sat briefly on the edge of a chair. āThis⦠this is what worries me. Youāre rattled, Ham. Youāre distracted. And I hate it. Youāre a once-in-a-generation player. I donāt want you spiralling because of relationship drama.ā
Ham rolled his eyes. āIām sorry Iām not performing well enough for your portfolio.ā
āThatās not what Iāā
āI donāt care what you like or donāt like,ā Ham cut in. āYou donāt get to be sad and be my manager.ā
David stood. āYou know what? Maybe you need therapy. Both of you. Talk to someone. Offload some of this madness before it ruins everything.ā
Ham ignored him. āWhat was the point of this visit again?ā
David straightened his jacket. āChecking on my most important client.ā
āCheck complete. You can go.ā
David didnāt protest. He walked out, quietly, the door clicking behind him.
Ham sank deeper into the bed, eyes fixed on the ceiling. After a long pause, he reached for his phone and dialled Shem. His brother picked up on the third ring.
āWow,ā Shem said. āLook who finally calls. Canāt believe you still have my number.ā
āDonāt be dramatic,ā Ham muttered. āYou know how it is here. Chaos.ā
āI watched the match. That comeback? Mad. But your face after the goal⦠it said something else.ā
Ham rubbed his forehead. āMy headās not in the game, Shem. Everythingās a mess. I donāt even know what Iām doing anymore.ā
āYouāre married,ā Shem said flatly. āStart there. Make that work. Youāve liked Mutale since forever, remember that.ā
āYeah, but liking someone doesnāt solve everything.ā
āThatās because youāve built your life around football,ā Shem replied. āThatās your god. And when football shakes, your whole world collapses. You need something that centers you.ā
Ham stayed quiet.
āYou need God, Ham. Jesus. Not religion, not church memories, Him. Youāve got to commit fully, because nothing in this world is steady. Not career, not money, not even love. Only God steadies a man. If you and Mutale both took this mess to Him, youād find clarity. I can assure you.ā
Ham let out a short laugh. āThis is why I donāt call you. Youāre the only missionary I know who carries an AK-47.ā
Shem chuckled. āIām not preaching, bro. Iām helping the only way I know. Thereās no shortcut around peace.ā
āAlright. Thanks. Malaika still with you?ā
āSheās always with me. I need to marry her.ā
In the background, a voice called out, āYes, marry me!ā
Ham laughed, genuinely, for the first time in days. āIām glad youāre happy.ā
āI want you to be too,ā Shem said. āJapheth called you?ā
āYeah. But I didnāt pick.ā
āStop punishing him. He loves you. Let go of the past. Donāt carry it into your future. That weight, itās choking you.ā
Ham exhaled, then muttered, āYou know what else is choking me? My mum. The woman calls me every week now. I donāt pick, but she doesnāt give up and yesterday she sent a message saying we need to see⦠that she needs my forgiveness. What is that? I donāt even have the peace of mind to think about her right now.ā
Shemās tone softened. āYouāre carrying so much weight, Ham. Old hurt. Unfinished conversations. A lifetime of unforgiveness. You canāt keep going like that. You need peace, and that comes from letting go of the weight.ā
Ham exhaled slowly. āYouāve said enough for one morning.ā
āIāll be praying for you.ā
When the call ended, Ham stared at the screen for a moment. Then he typed a short message to Mutale:Ā
Is my wife awake?
MUTALE
The sun poured in, pale and too polite for the kind of storm brewing inside the house.
The kitchen, with its cold white counters and chrome finishes, smelled faintly of yesterdayās meal. The scent was subtle like Mutale herself, standing barefoot in a soft brown robe, pouring boiling water into a teacup with practiced silence.
David walked in without knocking, a habit that matched his face. Trim, pressed, confident. Like a man used to being obeyed before he ever had to ask.
āMorning,ā he said, casual, too casual.
Mutale didnāt turn, instead she picked another cup and poured some tea. āGood morning, David.ā
Her voice was even. She stirred honey into her tea.
He walked to the fridge, opened it pointlessly, and shut it again. Then he leaned on the marble island like he owned it.
āYouāre up early,ā he said.
āI donāt sleep much these days.ā
āYou should try.ā
Mutale ignored him..
He exhaled. āLook, Iāll get to it. I donāt mean to overstep⦠I just, Ham is under a lot of pressure. This marriage, whatever it is right now, itās becoming a serious weight on him. Iāve been watching him spiral since you landed.ā
Mutale finally turned, then handed him a cup of tea.
She met his eyes with a calm that wasnāt cold, but wasnāt soft either.
āThank you for your concern.ā
David tilted his head, collecting the tea and putting some sugar. āThank you for the tea.ā
āYou are welcome. Now make your point clearer.ā
David sipped the tea, then dropped the cup. āIām his manager. His future is my responsibility. I care about what he puts in his body, who he signs deals with, and yes, who he shares his bed with.ā
Mutale smiled faintly. āIāve noticed.ā
David pushed away from the counter, taking a step closer.
āYou know heās not ready for this,ā he said, lower now. āHeās twenty-six. Still in the prime of becoming something bigger than anything weāve ever seen. Do you really want to be the reason he crashes?ā
There it was, the accusation veiled as reason.
Mutale sipped her tea. Then she set the cup down with quiet elegance and looked up at him.
āIām not the reason he spirals, David. Whatever you think is happening, Ham is unraveling because life is finally catching up with him. I didnāt come here to break him. I came here because he asked me to be his wife.ā
David opened his mouth. Mutale lifted a hand.
āI know what I look like to you. Just another girl from nowhere, dragging her problems into your clientās glittering life. But I knew Ham before the money, before the fame, before any of this.ā Her voice held steady. āAnd whether he knows it or not, a part of him wants to go back there.ā
Davidās jaw shifted slightly, but he said nothing.
āIām not interested in being an obstacle,ā she continued. āBut I wonāt be erased either. So please, the next time you feel the need to protect Hamās future, donāt do it by treating me like his mistake.ā
The silence hummed between them.
Then David, to his credit, nodded once. Slowly.
āWell,ā he said. āYou make a hell of a cup of tea. Shame youāre not on payroll.ā
Mutale smiled. āIf I were, Iād fire you.ā
David chuckled. āFair enough.ā
He turned to leave, but paused at the door.
āLook. I donāt hate you, Mutale. I just⦠Iāve seen careers ruined by complicated love stories.ā
She picked up her cup again.
āThen maybe,ā she said, āyou should stop interfering in other peopleās chapters.ā
David gave a half-smile, half-grimace. āJust keep him sharp. Thatās all I ask.ā
Mutale didnāt answer.
She didnāt have to.
As he walked away, she lingered in the bright kitchen, tea warming her hands, the ache of her troubled marriage battling with the sweet memories of Ham before that night of no return.
The quiet settled again after Davidās footsteps faded from the hall. Mutale remained seated at the marble island, both hands curled around her tea as though it were a shield. The steam had thinned, but she hadnāt moved. Her gaze was fixed somewhere on the far side of the window.
Ham came in, barefoot and slow. No swagger, just a man who hadnāt slept properly in weeks. He said nothing at first, only opened the fridge out of instinct.
He squinted into the shelves, then stilled. A familiar scent crept out with the cold air.
He reached up, pulled down a container, peeled back the lid.
āNo way,ā he murmured. āIs thisā¦?ā
Mutale didnāt look at him. āItās leftover. From yesterday.ā
He held the container with something like reverence. āYou made Nshima and dry fish stew⦠in this house?ā
āWhy not?ā she said, voice low.
He gave a small, disbelieving laugh. āI mean⦠you brought the ancestors into my refrigerator.ā
She said nothing.
He went to the microwave, popped the lid again, and slid it in. āYouāre full of surprises.ā
āI didnāt make it for you.ā
āThat makes it taste better,ā he said, grinning.
A beat passed in silence as the microwave hummed.
When it dinged, he moved with exaggerated ceremony: pulled it out, served it onto a plate, fetched a spoon. Took one bite. Then froze, his eyes closing, like heād touched something ancient.
āMy God,ā he said quietly.
Mutale glanced up, just a flicker.
āNo,ā he went on, mouth full. āNo, you donāt get it. This is healing food. Like, itās-realigning-my-chakras food. Like I just felt my dead grandmother smile.ā
Mutale pressed her lips together, not quite smiling. āYouāre ridiculous.ā
āAnd youāre a witch,ā he replied, shoveling another bite. āBecause this is bewitching.ā
She finally looked at him fully. āDavid thinks Iām a mistake.ā
He stopped chewing.
āHe said Iām bad for you. That this marriage was a wrong turn for your career.ā
Ham set the spoon down slowly. Wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. āHe talks too much.ā
āBut is he wrong?ā she asked. āAre we wrong?ā
His jaw tightened, then relaxed again. He spoke more gently. āMaybe⦠weāre just trying too hard to be right. Maybe we should try being happy instead.ā
āBy pretending nothingās wrong?ā
āNo. Just by⦠breathing a little.ā
She tilted her head. āAnd Zainab?ā
Ham exhaled. āSheās not my girlfriend.ā
āShe called you last night,ā she said. āI saw the name before you left my room.ā
āI know,ā he said. āAnd Iām handling it.ā
āThatās the thing, Ham. Why does she need handling in the first place?ā
He didnāt answer right away. Instead, he stood, circled the counter, then came to stand beside her.
āSheās part of the chaos Iām walking away from,ā he said. āYou⦠youāre different. Youāre the calm.ā
He reached for her hand. She didnāt move away.
āI donāt want us to forget who we are to each other. Mutale, I desire you more than any woman I have ever been with.ā
She looked down at his hand holding hers. Then up into his eyes.
āThis marriage canāt just be about sex, Ham.ā
āOf course not,ā he said. āBut is it bad that I want you?ā
He reached for her waist gently, tugging her a little closer.
āThese shortsā¦ā he whispered. āYou wear them around me like Iām not supposed to lose my mind.ā
āHam,ā
āNo, really,ā he murmured, brushing a strand of hair from her cheek. āYou donāt even try. No makeup. No filters. No tricks. Just you. Do you know how rare that is? How hot that is?ā
She almost smiled. Almost.
Then her tone shifted.
āI need you to pray with me.ā
He blinked. āWhat?ā
āI need you to be my partner in prayer. Not just in bed.ā
Ham stepped back slightly, scratching his head. āThere it is again. The shift. We go from soft to sanctified in five seconds.ā
āIām not joking,ā she said. āIām a Christian. I believe in being equally yoked. I canāt do this thing where one person is praying and the other is rolling their eyes.ā
He sighed and looked at the plate. āWhy does it always get heavy?ā
āBecause I donāt want a marriage that is built on just romance when it’s sweet and tension when it’s not,ā she said. āI want something that lasts. Something that doesnāt rot at the roots because it is rooted in Christ.ā
He picked up the plate again, quiet.
āCan I take this to my room?ā
She hesitated. āYes.ā
āIāll eat, take a long shower, then head to training. Arsenalās coming up next. I need to clear my head.ā
She nodded.
He turned again, pausing in the doorway.
āI donāt have all the answers,ā he said. āBut I want to try. With you. So either be my peace⦠or give me space, because what I canāt do right now is survive a storm, or you shoving God down my throat.ā
And with that, he disappeared down the hall, barefoot, plate in hand, leaving the scent of fish stew and everything unspoken behind.
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Now, letās talk about this duo (Ham and Mutale). What are your thoughts and emotions towards them? Over to you.
I feel sad for Mutale and at the same time happy that she found her way back to God but I can’t say anything about Ham because that guy looks like he needs all the help he can get.
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This has to be the toughest duo, wow!
Every chapter unveils the love of God!
From the mistake becoming a blessing to the chaos becoming peaceful.
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